Uncovering Hidden Agendas in a Three-Tiered Organization
In my previous post I explained this new 15-card spread that I call “The Matrix.” Here I will record some, although not all, of the specific insights I gained when I put that template into use last night. In my reading, the three entities (rows) in the group I was investigating are in a hierarchical relationship in an official organization. So the top row in the photo here represents the top of the hierarchy, the middle is the person occupying the second tier of power. The third is the official bottom (or, rather, the bottom for the reach I’m limiting myself to at this time). Because some of the questions concern beings who may be deceiving others up and down the chain, the results are complex. I may be unraveling it for weeks, although I have the general answers I was looking for, so maybe not.
My Five Questions
If you try this spread, then of course you can formulate questions specific to the situation you are reading. Here are the basic questions I asked of each row, the questions being represented by the 1-5 columns in the matrix:
- Who or what is this entity (significator)?
- What is this this entity’s true mission across planes of existence?
- What is this entity hiding (or, when I already knew what, then I asked why)?
- How does this entity truly regard the entity in the row above it?
- What is the takeaway of this row for me, my commitments, and my actions?
- Renumbering of the Cards
When the information is read across a row, it unfolds a narrative about that entity; when the information is read as a column, it implies much about the relationships involved.
First, I’ll renumber each card in this matrix for easy reference:
1 2 3 4 5
6 7 8 9 10
11 12 13 14 15
I’ll identify by number the cards thrown and interpret by entity (row).
Entity Row 1 (Top of Hierarchy)
I expected this row not to be all sunshine and daisies; however, it was darker than I expected.
Card 1: Three of Cups Reversed
This is the significator card for who or what this entity truly is. The quote that Marie White pairs with this card is as follows: “I must Create a System, or be enslav’d by another Man’s” (William Blake). And this is the top of the hierarchy I’m considering. The painting on the card shows a shady green earth scene with three streams (souls) of water falling from the heavens (source) to the earth (Tao), where they arise again as the manifestation of the tree in the foreground. The tree’s various branches are chaotic, however, some reaching up to the source and for other branches, and others reaching out and away from the structure. The three streams are three different paths to and from enlightened heart-mind. They are also eternity/timelessness: all that was, all that is, and all that will be. The card means that one has to know himself, his gifts, and use them to the best of his ability and allow others to follow their own paths. However, this card was drawn in reverse. This means that this entity has suffered some fall from grace in historical time, and the result is that it compares itself to others. In this case, the green is that of jealousy.
Card 2: Queen of Disks Reversed
This queen provides a safe Earthly environment to foster growth. Her tears are fallen stars, the souls of the nurtured here on Earth and under it. However, this card, moving out of the jealousy of the first card, is reversed. It indicates lack of stability, insufficiency, and financial weakness. So far, we have a picture of a group affected by a historical decline and diminishment, and its mission answers to this lack of relative power.
Card 3: King of Cups Reversed
This card is what (who) is being hidden by the entity. I had intuited days before finalizing the plans for this reading that if this card came up anywhere in the reading then it would represent specifically the entity for Row 2. So this development is fascinating for being perfectly in line with what I do know of the overall situation. Entity 2 is doing work for Entity 1 and elements of that work are secret and hidden. Entity 1 is motivated by a jealous restoration of former glory and power. The image on the card of Entity 2 is of a white-haired man half submerged in a pool of blue lotuses. This half submersion represents this person’s lack of understanding, or denial, of what is known by the Unconscious about the situation and his role in it.
Card 4: Ace of Cups Reversed
This card represents Entity 1′s regard for what is higher than he or it. This card represents the feminine, with its images of water, nighttime, and the moon. It is a sign of the Unconscious heart knowledge of our ancestors since beginningless time. It is the mark of an ancient bloodline, a lineage. Here, yet again, a positive card has fallen through time and met with reversal. Fear and misunderstanding have now blocked this most primordial of messages from reaching the Earth.
Card 5: Nine of Cups Upright
This card is yet another in the suit of cups, meaning love and compassion, and one among other 3s/9s and others bearing star images. This card’s position represents what this row’s other readings mean for me personally in terms of my future decisions, alignments, commitments, and actions. Here the Star in the upper background, three 3s, is eternity. The black and white checkering is the interweaving of dualities, yin and yang. As an Earth monkey, I’m one of the lone Stars that the Queen of Disks has wept to Earth. Between the black and white pillars is a stairway leading back to the heavens, Jacob’s ladder, back to the source. It is the path of the mystic. So we have the three path sources again, as in Card 1. The baboon as main figure on this card is the lion-hearted hermit in awe of the universe, the homeless child who has chosen a path other than that of conventional riches and commonwealth structures. Referring to the dream of all the characters in the Wonderful Wizard of Oz, Marie White writes:
[This card] reminded me of the scene where the dog pulled back the curtain and revealed that the great Wizard of Oz was really just an old man, and that everyone was capable of fulfilling their own wishes… . They [all the characters of Oz] are all you. Oz is on the inside, Kansas is on the outside. And you think there is a great magick that can save you or accomplish things for you or whatever, but in the end when you pull back the curtain, when you stand in front of the the High Priestess and pull back the veil, all you see is just a common monkey marveling at the world. And you realize that there is nothing else.
Entity Row 2 (Middle Tier)
Nothing surprised me here about this person, except that Card 8 is somewhat difficult for me to interpret coherently. That position is about what this person is hiding, and remember that I asked to be shown only what I need to know to make my decisions and commitments.
Card 6: Eight of Swords Reversed
This card represents this second person, also represented by Card 3, King of Cups reversed, in his superior’s row. The image of the gate on the front says it all. There is paradise beyond the gate, and no lock upon it, yet it remains closed. The gate is a test, and the lack of opening is because this person is a prisoner of his own mind. His prison is an unsolved grief, self-inflicted suffering. All he has to do is walk through the gate by opening his heart the rest of the way. The reverse position of the card indicates inability to establish the will to open the gate. It signals weakness and chaos.
Card 7: Three of Disks Upright
As represented by the disks of the physical plane and the family on the front of this card, this person has become a master of his inborn gifts to benefit others as heirs to a greater gift. He cannot walk through the gate himself, but he manifests good for others by painstakingly creating works. His “heirs” will be successful at doing what he has been unable to: walk through the last gate to freedom.
Card 8: Nine of Wands Upright
Here is another 9. This is what this person is hiding, but it is a somewhat difficult card to read in this context: It is about boldness, but the position is about what this person is hiding. He is hiding his boldness, his fierceness? Ambition? Marie White’s opening explication of the painting of the lady and the untamed tiger on this card is that they constitute “the Flame in the Hermit’s Lamp.” Card 5, my takeaway card from Row 1, mentions a similar lion-hearted hermit, so this connection is interesting in light of the fact that this card shows another wildcat, a tiger burning bright, and it indicates going it alone by way of the “hermit,” one who is alone in hiding. This person is a master of the self and can channel immense creative yet dangerous power. He wants to express himself and to be seen as a hero. He is harnessing both his genius and his shortcomings to fully be who he must be in this lifetime. “Great people can suffer greatly.” And power can both enlighten and corrupt.
Card 9: The Magician Upright
This card is how Entity 2 sees his superior, Entity 1. I’ve elsewhere done detailed readings of this card, so there is no need to do so here. The meaning in this context of the rest of this reading is obvious.
Card 10: The Star
This is my takeaway from this row, and it is a big one: the major arcana card the Star. The figure on this card is a woman simultaneously walking through a living earthly field of humanity at night and yet hanging suspended over it in crucifixion, a Mary-el feminine savior figure. This card is about the “black spot of death” that was there already at birth. Ultimate growth is into the death of the ego, and that death gives rise to the True Self. The woman wears a garment with a six-pointed star centered over her womb, potential. Six is another multiple of 3, which dominates this whole reading. What has been built on and of earth must pass through these three: Devil, Death, and the Tower. At least, if enlightenment is to be reached:
The ego, the conscious idea of self, riddled with mistakes, regrets, illusions, delusions, untruths as well as truths, ideas, illusions of separateness, illusions of needs or instincts, of human life, they are all blown away. The earth is blown away. The lie is exposed. And when that shell falls, when you find you cannot stand on that lie anymore, and you fall through the illusions that is self and life on earth and everything you know or knew begins to vanish and disappear, all will become black and empty and, then, alone will be a single light. That is the truth. That is home. It is one. It is the Star. In the blackness that was the Tower, the Star will guide you home. (Marie White, p. 56)
The Star arises for the multitudes of humanity. If I stand by and up for the truth, no matter how hard doing so may be, and no matter how brutally alone and crucified I am for doing so, grace will come. Grace will come. This star, like the others mentioned in Cards 2 and 5, encodes life-death-rebirth cycles, earth-heaven-earth cycles. This reading of an underlying holographic matrix is perchance the exposure of the chief lie:
In Buddhism, some old versions of the Bardo Thodol, also known as The Tibetan Book of the Dead, contain a hexagram with a Swastika inside. In Tibetan, it is called the “origin of phenomenon” (chos-kyi ‘byung-gnas). It is especially connected with Vajrayogini, and forms the center part of her mandala. In reality, it is in three dimensions, not two, although it may be portrayed either way. Many Western occultists associate this central chakra [the heart center] with the central sephirah, Tiphereth, in the kabbalistic tree of life. Christian kabbalists in particular associate this sephirah with love, healing, and knowledge. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hexagram
Entity Row 3 (Immediate Tier)
I know this being best of the three involved.
Card 11: Ace of Wands Reversed
Upright, this significator card is associated with fire, the sun, and the courageous heart of a lion. From early on, this person was wild, hot, kinetic, and powerful. But within he also possesses great courage, strength, and heart. He can provide for and illuminate others. His is a masculine energy, primordial Yang. Like his superior, he wants to be a leader, a hero. His life’s charge has been to harness and steer his intense energy and to focus it into achieving goodness. He does not yet know the full magnitude of his divine strength, and he will not know it until he has moved it, channeled it, through his currently oppressive earthly situation and claimed it for his own. His power is ancient and divine; it was passed down to him from his mother and father. His is a rare gift, embodiment of the divine spark. However, note the reversed position, which indicates that much of this person’s immense energy is currently wasted.
Card 12: Queen of Wands Reversed
This mission card is another wands card, indicating a powerful magick-user. Again a wildcat figures, as the Queen holds a jaguar cub, jaguar being the spirit of the jungle, here the inner jungle of hot excess energy. This feminine figure is a shaman, a nagual, a shapeshifter who travels to and through multiple worlds. The jungle is the inner dark forest one must traverse alone to gain control of internal energy and to turn it to magick. (My dreams for many weeks now have been about my walking through a dark forest alone, by the way.) The queenly figure on the card is the master of internal flame, “the flame in the temple of your body,” which echoes the flame-in-the-hermit’s-lantern mention earlier, as well as the lone Star that lights the space where the Tower structure was. Hers is the embodiment of powerful shapeshifting skills. Note again the reversed position of the cards: This means that this being’s current situation is not conducive to his growth. Use of his powers is being discouraged. He has goodwill without sanctioned opportunity to exercise it. Hence, his current mission is to successfully shapeshift and walk cloaked, or invisible, between worlds.
Card 13: Eight of Disks Upright
The question posed here was why this person is hiding what he is hiding. Again mentioned in the explication of the painting on this card is the Sun and the Lion, masculine energy symbols. I must pass between the the fierce riddlers, the sphinxes of immortality and demon Ammut, “not heavy and not dark … [but] light, radiant, shining, a Star, your body filled with the Sun” (White p. 123). The Sphinxes will strangle me if my answer is wrong. The answer is “Man.” Why this person is hiding what he is hiding is to keep the peaceful white lamb between the the otherwise devouring opposing forces. The riddle that has perplexed me is not a lie; it is a sacrifice on his part, for a greater good. If I understand well that the answer to the sphinx’s riddle is “man,” humankind, then this is my destiny: “The sun inside will become the flame in the lamp of the Hermit” (p. 123). In other words, this person is freeing me to go forward alone, meaning unbound by what has so far bound others involved. My internalization and embodiment of the Sun will enable me to be that lone Star in the darkness where the Tower structure once stood (Card 10).
Card 14: Knight of Disks Reversed
This card, indicating how this person sees Entity 2, is easy. This card shows Gautama Buddha as a child, Siddhartha, sitting on the powerful tiger of his destiny (another tiger echoing Card 8, which is Entity 2′s hidden aspect). The card is in reverse, indicating that Entity 3 sees Entity 2 as a holy one, albeit one who is looking outside himself for answers and fulfillment, doubting his own ability to walk through that gate. The child’s extreme deprivation or indulgence has prevented him from overcoming root doubt.
Card 15: The Lovers Upright
This is my own takeaway card for Row 3. Another major arcana card, the Lovers, indicates a union of minds, acceptance, love, perfection, peace. On the Tree of Life, the Lovers is at center: the Sun, the heart. “Love is the center and love is divine” (White, p. 30). So I’m not alone, after all. This third being is illumination and protection, and he is always already right here. Correspondingly, the hexagram on the belly of the rising Star, my takeaway card for Tier 2, and the transcendent hexagram in the Nine of Cups, my takeaway card for Tier 1, are at the center of the Vajrayogini mandala and represent the heart chakra, which is the center chakra and the center of the Kabbalah Tree of Life ( https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hexagram ). So all three of my takeaway cards are about transcendence yet union by way of the heart.
The sheer number of repeated images across this entire reading is fascinating: hermits, solitary lights (suns and stars), burning energy, dark jungles, and wildcats. I have new caution about Tier 1, new sympathy and acceptance toward Tier 2, and confirmation about Tier 3.
All is well.